so i was gonna write december 29th
but then i realized it was 115 in the morning so technically it's the 30th
heather needs to go to bed
i really don't have anything deep to write
other than the fact taht i'm a psycho and heather's insane and jeremy's crazy
but yeah other than that
let's see
float decorating was fun
glue sucks i hate it so much
and trees
i hate trees
creeper is still creeper...just kinda more so now...like it's weird cuz i think i told you that we 'broke-up' which was basically me telling him to go get a life
yeah well now that that happened it's more weird now cuz we're kinda in that place wehre i hate him but he's still attached to me
whcih is SO weird
on top of that
i've lied and told him i have a boyfriend
which is like intersting
whcih i would write more about why that's interesting if heather weren't lying here on the floor right next to me
and she kinda knows what i'm talking about
so it would be weird :)
see the point of this is that no one REALLY knows what i'm talking about
so maybe in a later blog...we'll see :)
anyway...movies tomorrow...with the boys
that should be fun...we'll see how that's gonna turn out...should be...fun to say the least :D
either way i'm excited ;) i know more than heather thinks she does...i'll post tomorrow if the 'plan' works ;D
anyway enough torturing poor heather the more i talk about the plan the more she wants to know
so that's all for now
wish us luck ;)
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
my christmas list
i don't celebrate christmas (as you probably all know...)
but i do love making lists, and so i decided that i'd make a list of everything i did on christmas
1. nothing
i was taught that lists had to have at least 3 things on them...
that was a short list huh?
yeah my christmas was kinda boring...but that's only to be expected...i was expecting to be a typical jew and go eat chinese and watch a movie...neither of those happened...a break from the traditional
i really don't know why i didn't do this sooner...this is the biggest waste of my time EVER!!! :)
anyway, i do like making lists...so what should i make a list about now?
how about...things i'm really really bad at?
1. nothing
okay that's kinda getting old i actually need to make a real list...
i already did new year's rez i think last year?
(did i even have blogger last year?)
wow i've never actually been STUCK before on a list...
okay my christmas list is going to be about...
okay here's what i'm going to do...each new song playing on my iTunes at the time (it's on shuffle) i'm going to take...and write about...until i get bored...how it applied to my life in 2009 (can be a person, event, or basically anything else) sound like a plan? i kinda like it :)
1. Falling Slowly-The Frames--"I don't know you but i want you..." that's kind of how i felt with person #1 (btw you will never read this, but I'm way over you :D) that's a good feeling. i really didn't know you very well...but i felt like i did and i wanted you to realize that and i don't know...ask me to be your girlfriend? that sounds stupid, but hey...a girl can dream :) i honestly don't know why i liked you, maybe i just liked the idea of you...but i'm moving on...actually already have...you're a cool person, just not the right person for me...
2. "Only Hope" -Mandy Moore (Walk to Remember) hehe I love this song! this song is really talking about a support person..and i know it's a support person (like boyfriend...) but this year my family has really been my support system...and though we get into fights sometimes and stuff, i still love them unconditionally (just like i love this song!) ((okay so the link here was kinda iffy...but still...i tried right?))
3. Just Dance-Lady GaGa--So I'm not really sure what this applies to either...but i know what i think about...dancing...which i'm really kind of afraid of...well not dancing itself but the concept...like at winter formal...i'm not really much of a dancer, what if that's like..it? and i have NEVER slow danced ever...take that back i did once in australia when i was in like 7th grade...but that doesn't mean i can slow dance...or dance at all..when i think of dancing it's like a bunch of people hopping around on a dance floor..and i can NOT do that in heels...maybe i can but still...i'm kinda nervous for that..but the night as a whole should be fun...i hope :)
4. "First Date"- Blink 182--wow. so i noticed that about 1/2 of my songs are love songs. is that bad? i don't think so, but sometimes when i'm wishing for a 'boyfriend' listening to music can have tragic consequences. I'd love to go on a 'first date' with you...no names mentioned...but that would be fun..i know we would have an awesome time and yeah...oh well i'm pretty sure that will never happen...but you'll never read this either so yeah...
5. Welcome- Brother Bear (that cute little cartoon about the bear HAHA) okay so this is one of my favorite songs...got such a good beat and the lyrics are good too..." welcome to our family time...welcome to our brotherly time..." it's a happy song and that's what i'm trying to be now...happy happy happy! (i probably should have written about my family in this one...oh well) just thinking happy thoughts right now listening to this song :D (i also realized while doing this that this could take awhile HAHA)
6. American Idiot-Green Day--this song fits so well into my life right now. sometimes i feel like such an idiot...more like jerk...but same thing right? anyway...sometimes i say things that i don't necessarily mean and recently i hurt a friend (that yes, had a major crush on me...) and he's reeeeally hurt right now...i feel so bad, but nothing i do will make the situation better..i mean i get that i basically told him off...and i feel like a total idiot (but on the bright side...he's gone...?)
7. "Never Say Never" The Fray--this is like the motto of my life...because never say it can't get any worse (JKS!) sometimes miracles happen...and SO many miracles have happened in my life that i can never say never...i probably wouldn't be here typing to you now...whoever 'you' is...which is probably no one...or is it? o.O sorry i have like 4 minutes of song to waste here :) anyway...miracles tend to happen saving my life (and my family's) but never in teh smaller things in life...love? yeah not so much...saving my pets lives? yeah not so much....but never say never...there's a first for everything
8. Walking on Sunshine-Aly&AJ--okay so first of all idk why i have this...honestly i don't...though it's got a catchy tune ;) but anyway this goes along witht he whole...think happy thoughts...i have this happiness bubble that NO one is going to pop...lots of not so good things have been going on so thinking happy thoughts is good...happy happy happy and this is a VERY happy song (almost too happy...if that's even possible...)
9. "Andante et Scherzo" Mary Palchak--okay so classical music...i'm not ashamed to admit i have a LOT of it in my itunes library right now. what i AM ashamed to admit is that i let one little flute failure dictate my playing...i barely even take private lessons right now. i almost NEVER practice...and that is something i AM going to change in 2010 for SURE!!! i have to i will...you out there reading this...make sure i do!
10. "Whyyawannabringmedown" Kelly Clarkson--so i really like this song...because uhm i mentioned it with american idiot (sorry idr the number and i'm not going to look for your convenience lols) anyway whenever i thought about you it was like CREEPER or like OMG GO AWAY STOPP ANNOYING ME but now it's not...so you aren't bringing me down anymore...gosh i really hope you don't decide to read this HAHA but i know you won't cuz you're kinda not that technicologically advanced (yeah that's not a word but oh well)
11. (should i keep going? i kinda like this...i'm not so bored anymore...) "You and Me" Lifehouse--enough with the love songs already! i'm starting to think they are ALL love songs! but i like this song a lot (as do i all my other songs...well...most of them...) anyway, i'll write about a friend...this song i don't think realy applies (idk not really listening per se) but as soon as she and this other guy get together...they'll be very cute...maybe...until she dumps him after w.f. (maybe) either way...i'm not really sure where i'm going with this...so moving on...
12. "TiK ToK" Ke$ha (i think)--uhm let's see...i bought this after i spent the night with my beeeeestie! (even though according to her 'bf' she hates me...but whatever...XD) <3 (remember i said no names...but you know who you are :D) anyway she really likes this song and we listened to it for hours...you are aaaaaamazing!!! but you already know that! oops new song! haha
13. "Thank you for being a friend" Andrew Gold--so i bought this song for the golf montage and didn't end up using it...but i kinda like it...so this is a shoutout to all my friend! you are all very amazing!!! some of you more than others (haha just kidding!) this year i really figured out who my friends are and i love them all!!!
14. 100 Years-Five for Fighting--this is a really good song! (but i think that's what i 've said about...every song? haha) so this is kinda just turning into songs and random reflections...so it woudl be very cool to live to be 100 yrs. old...my great aunt turned 100 this year i think...or maybe it was last year? anyway...i feel like i'm growing up too fast...i wish i could go back to the elementary school years and do things differently! or at least junior high! wow if i knew how my life would turn out...i don't know actually if i would do it differently...i've got a good life now :) and also...100 years isn't that long in the scheme of things...so gotta live each day as if it were your last :)
15. "Ordinary Day" Vanessa Carlton--that's what today was...an ordinary day...first day this break actually i think that i haven't done SOMETHING...but that's okay it's nice every once in awhile to have a day and do nothing...relaxing and boring...just how i like it. just kidding. but yeah today was fine i guess...night always makes everything more intersting...HAHA
so i think i'm going to stop...been doing this for...about an hr and 1/2 (with stops between songs..)
maybe another list sometime soon?
merry almost end of x-mas to all my non-jewish friends :)
and to all my jewish friends...have fun eating chinese :D
but i do love making lists, and so i decided that i'd make a list of everything i did on christmas
1. nothing
i was taught that lists had to have at least 3 things on them...
that was a short list huh?
yeah my christmas was kinda boring...but that's only to be expected...i was expecting to be a typical jew and go eat chinese and watch a movie...neither of those happened...a break from the traditional
i really don't know why i didn't do this sooner...this is the biggest waste of my time EVER!!! :)
anyway, i do like making lists...so what should i make a list about now?
how about...things i'm really really bad at?
1. nothing
okay that's kinda getting old i actually need to make a real list...
i already did new year's rez i think last year?
(did i even have blogger last year?)
wow i've never actually been STUCK before on a list...
okay my christmas list is going to be about...
okay here's what i'm going to do...each new song playing on my iTunes at the time (it's on shuffle) i'm going to take...and write about...until i get bored...how it applied to my life in 2009 (can be a person, event, or basically anything else) sound like a plan? i kinda like it :)
1. Falling Slowly-The Frames--"I don't know you but i want you..." that's kind of how i felt with person #1 (btw you will never read this, but I'm way over you :D) that's a good feeling. i really didn't know you very well...but i felt like i did and i wanted you to realize that and i don't know...ask me to be your girlfriend? that sounds stupid, but hey...a girl can dream :) i honestly don't know why i liked you, maybe i just liked the idea of you...but i'm moving on...actually already have...you're a cool person, just not the right person for me...
2. "Only Hope" -Mandy Moore (Walk to Remember) hehe I love this song! this song is really talking about a support person..and i know it's a support person (like boyfriend...) but this year my family has really been my support system...and though we get into fights sometimes and stuff, i still love them unconditionally (just like i love this song!) ((okay so the link here was kinda iffy...but still...i tried right?))
3. Just Dance-Lady GaGa--So I'm not really sure what this applies to either...but i know what i think about...dancing...which i'm really kind of afraid of...well not dancing itself but the concept...like at winter formal...i'm not really much of a dancer, what if that's like..it? and i have NEVER slow danced ever...take that back i did once in australia when i was in like 7th grade...but that doesn't mean i can slow dance...or dance at all..when i think of dancing it's like a bunch of people hopping around on a dance floor..and i can NOT do that in heels...maybe i can but still...i'm kinda nervous for that..but the night as a whole should be fun...i hope :)
4. "First Date"- Blink 182--wow. so i noticed that about 1/2 of my songs are love songs. is that bad? i don't think so, but sometimes when i'm wishing for a 'boyfriend' listening to music can have tragic consequences. I'd love to go on a 'first date' with you...no names mentioned...but that would be fun..i know we would have an awesome time and yeah...oh well i'm pretty sure that will never happen...but you'll never read this either so yeah...
5. Welcome- Brother Bear (that cute little cartoon about the bear HAHA) okay so this is one of my favorite songs...got such a good beat and the lyrics are good too..." welcome to our family time...welcome to our brotherly time..." it's a happy song and that's what i'm trying to be now...happy happy happy! (i probably should have written about my family in this one...oh well) just thinking happy thoughts right now listening to this song :D (i also realized while doing this that this could take awhile HAHA)
6. American Idiot-Green Day--this song fits so well into my life right now. sometimes i feel like such an idiot...more like jerk...but same thing right? anyway...sometimes i say things that i don't necessarily mean and recently i hurt a friend (that yes, had a major crush on me...) and he's reeeeally hurt right now...i feel so bad, but nothing i do will make the situation better..i mean i get that i basically told him off...and i feel like a total idiot (but on the bright side...he's gone...?)
7. "Never Say Never" The Fray--this is like the motto of my life...because never say it can't get any worse (JKS!) sometimes miracles happen...and SO many miracles have happened in my life that i can never say never...i probably wouldn't be here typing to you now...whoever 'you' is...which is probably no one...or is it? o.O sorry i have like 4 minutes of song to waste here :) anyway...miracles tend to happen saving my life (and my family's) but never in teh smaller things in life...love? yeah not so much...saving my pets lives? yeah not so much....but never say never...there's a first for everything
8. Walking on Sunshine-Aly&AJ--okay so first of all idk why i have this...honestly i don't...though it's got a catchy tune ;) but anyway this goes along witht he whole...think happy thoughts...i have this happiness bubble that NO one is going to pop...lots of not so good things have been going on so thinking happy thoughts is good...happy happy happy and this is a VERY happy song (almost too happy...if that's even possible...)
9. "Andante et Scherzo" Mary Palchak--okay so classical music...i'm not ashamed to admit i have a LOT of it in my itunes library right now. what i AM ashamed to admit is that i let one little flute failure dictate my playing...i barely even take private lessons right now. i almost NEVER practice...and that is something i AM going to change in 2010 for SURE!!! i have to i will...you out there reading this...make sure i do!
10. "Whyyawannabringmedown" Kelly Clarkson--so i really like this song...because uhm i mentioned it with american idiot (sorry idr the number and i'm not going to look for your convenience lols) anyway whenever i thought about you it was like CREEPER or like OMG GO AWAY STOPP ANNOYING ME but now it's not...so you aren't bringing me down anymore...gosh i really hope you don't decide to read this HAHA but i know you won't cuz you're kinda not that technicologically advanced (yeah that's not a word but oh well)
11. (should i keep going? i kinda like this...i'm not so bored anymore...) "You and Me" Lifehouse--enough with the love songs already! i'm starting to think they are ALL love songs! but i like this song a lot (as do i all my other songs...well...most of them...) anyway, i'll write about a friend...this song i don't think realy applies (idk not really listening per se) but as soon as she and this other guy get together...they'll be very cute...maybe...until she dumps him after w.f. (maybe) either way...i'm not really sure where i'm going with this...so moving on...
12. "TiK ToK" Ke$ha (i think)--uhm let's see...i bought this after i spent the night with my beeeeestie! (even though according to her 'bf' she hates me...but whatever...XD) <3 (remember i said no names...but you know who you are :D) anyway she really likes this song and we listened to it for hours...you are aaaaaamazing!!! but you already know that! oops new song! haha
13. "Thank you for being a friend" Andrew Gold--so i bought this song for the golf montage and didn't end up using it...but i kinda like it...so this is a shoutout to all my friend! you are all very amazing!!! some of you more than others (haha just kidding!) this year i really figured out who my friends are and i love them all!!!
14. 100 Years-Five for Fighting--this is a really good song! (but i think that's what i 've said about...every song? haha) so this is kinda just turning into songs and random reflections...so it woudl be very cool to live to be 100 yrs. old...my great aunt turned 100 this year i think...or maybe it was last year? anyway...i feel like i'm growing up too fast...i wish i could go back to the elementary school years and do things differently! or at least junior high! wow if i knew how my life would turn out...i don't know actually if i would do it differently...i've got a good life now :) and also...100 years isn't that long in the scheme of things...so gotta live each day as if it were your last :)
15. "Ordinary Day" Vanessa Carlton--that's what today was...an ordinary day...first day this break actually i think that i haven't done SOMETHING...but that's okay it's nice every once in awhile to have a day and do nothing...relaxing and boring...just how i like it. just kidding. but yeah today was fine i guess...night always makes everything more intersting...HAHA
so i think i'm going to stop...been doing this for...about an hr and 1/2 (with stops between songs..)
maybe another list sometime soon?
merry almost end of x-mas to all my non-jewish friends :)
and to all my jewish friends...have fun eating chinese :D
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
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