hw

in two meanings of the word
the first: i had none tonight, but tomorrow i'm gonna be SWAMPED, maybe enough to stop me from watching glee/sytycd, or maybe i'll watch them and do hw later XD
the second: christine is retarded, but that's okay XP, apush tomorrow, s&d afterschool, maybe sometime else during the day, we'll see ;)
it's late i should sleep...thinking about...hw :P

3rd day of school

was finally a good enough to some extent of a day
the first two days sucked
seriously there was nothing good going on, i'd rather not go into details,something i'd rather forget
today wasn't a perfect day either
no day can be perfect with cowan as a teacher
seriously he makes me mad, but that is not the point
((some non-verbal, mind-reading esque stuff going on in 5th though with someone haha...it was funny whenever cowan would say something stupid, we would look at each other and just be like 'shoot me now'))
i got to relax and hang out with mrs. spencer after during 7th period, help her do some stuff, vent some feelings, get some things clarified, etc. :)
i hung out at school until 330, making me WAY late for golf...oops.
i showed up at 350, and practice ended at 4 HAHA, oh well...match is tomorrow, so that'l be fun/exciting i hope :)
and then bingo
oh bingo
i was so tired by that point
that i was just kinda like...you guys do the work and let me sleep
i felt bad but whatever :)
and i got home at 1030 and now i'm finally possibly maybe going to attempt to do hw...maybe...
what hw do i have? printing something out for english, studying for lively art of writing test, studying for medical vocab test, what else? i can't really think of anything
hmmmmm...oh well...i'm kinda hungry and tired
sadness :(

i have't blogged in a REALLY long time

summer's over...literally in less than 30 hours i'll be in school, suffering all over again
and yet there's a certain excitement about the first day, MAYBE the first week (but that's highly doubtful)
seeing who's in my classes, meeting teachers, all that great fun stuff that only lasts for...
a day.
i guess i am excited for everytihng to start up again...speech and debate, flute, symphony, golf, softball (which i mght not do, but we'll see),
and starting new things...horseback riding, not procrastinatin (we'll see how long that lasts)
and forming new relationships with people that i wasn't that close to last year ;)
everyone says junior year is the hardest year of them all. i don't doubt that. i have 4 aps along with anatomy (which seems super hard) and a ton of extracurriculars on top of needing to find some volunteer hours somewhere.
but at the same time it seems like the funnest so far. prom. winterformal. getting out early EVERY day. driving.
but then it goes back to the work. morrissey posted assignments for the first few weeks of school. i can already tell her class is going to be bad. sad. (make people) mad. (especially those little) lad(s). (who will think its just another) fad. hehe okay i'm done
school. with it comes all the ups and downs. i wonder how this year will end. it's literally the beginning. nine whole months of the same routine. here we go again.

catching up with old friends :)

i love talking to friends i haven't talked to in forever
a.l. helped me put the golf problem into perspective
it's still somethign that's weighing heavily on my mind and i'm still not sure if i wanna continue or quit
i hate quitting but if i'm really not going to be happy, i'm going to do what i have to do
idk i just feel threatened by the prospect of a) not being captain next year b) not being top 5? c) being alone
c is my biggest issue and becaues of that i love noor even more because without her i would have quit a long time ago
and then i talked to laura r. tonight. hehe boys :D
even though they're stupid and whatever, sometimes its good to just be a girl and break down :)
anyway, i'm excited for teh mock tourney tomorrow, even though me and kristen spent 4 hours doing debate stuff and not accomplishing much xD
oh well tomorrow will be INTERESTING for SURE!!! i hope i getta go watch steffi :D
anyway, it's late and it's time for me to sleep cuz i have to wake up at 545!!!

home at last

i'm home
and i'm not sure how to feel about that
i guess it was good to come home see my parents and brother and dog and grandparents and uncles and all
but at the same time i miss camp...it was soooo fun
espeically towards the end
so i flew home yesterday for the first time by myself
it was exciting and somewhat uneventful
alena, jeff, david and i were all flying american so we all checked in together
alena and jeff went to one end of the self-checkin booths and david and i were next to each other at the other
apparently you needed a credit card to pay $15 to check the bag, so good thing i had the debit card with me
david didn't have one, so we spent like 20 min waiting for someone to come help us before we finally decided just to go ask someone else, (at this point he had like 15 min till his flight left)
once he paid and we got to security we had a good 5 minutes left
we got to his terminal and everyone was like WHERE WERE YOU? it was great
haha
but at the same time i'm sad i didn't bond with alena and david more, we bonded at the AIRPORT! and now i'm probably never gonna see them again. unless we go to like iowa next year or something...who knows :)
i can't wait to see my CPS girls eventually too, and we're going to plan a tim and mike plus 16 reunion sometime soon too! maybe over winter break :)
that's exciting
but now it's like 230 or so in the morning and i should probably sleep xD

last day of camp

i'm sad to be leaving
i'm nervous to go home for a few reasons
but at the same time,
i'm excited that i'm going home
i learned SO MUCH here, about debate, people, friends etc.
i made a ton of new friends (yay for nat circuit tourneys!)
i got excited about debate again
and i wonder if my mom will let me do some travelling for debate (though i doubt it :()just being exposed to some nat circuit debate will make me better, get me more points, etc. i would love to go to some out of state tourneys, and if not then at least some more in-state CA tourneys!
i'm going to miss everyone here! especially tim and mike. they were AWESOME lab leaders...the best here in my opinion! and of course i'll miss the CPS girls--sarah, paige, may, and virginia--super awesome people that were my closest friends the last week of camp! yoshi, my roommate, nottoo much to say about her =/
katie bauer--hope you're doing good and that i talk to you soon
david bruns-smith--i really just met you a few days ago...never really talked to you, but i'm glad i did :)
everyone else at camp too...thanks for making it such a great experience and i hope i see you sometime at some tournament somewhere :)

i'm tired

today was good though
lets see, woke up too late to go to breakfast
jamba juice for breakfast with pagie and ginny
then lecture which i didn't pay attention to at ALL
and then lunch
elective (SCRABBLE!!!)
lab (lame)
lecture (actually surprisingly fun, all about economics and game theory so we gotta play games! :D)
then dinner where the IE'ers gave us a show--they were REALLY GOOD!!!
then the CPS girls and i tried to get in trouble--we climbed a tree, tried to break into super camp, then broke into the guys football dorms next door
came back, didn't really do too much, helped david research for the demo debate tomorrow which will be crazy good!
i'm really sad that today's the next to last day...it IS really sad
oh yeah i got a ton of candy from my aunt in the mail today! THANKS AUNT DEBBIE and uncle ned!!! <3
wow its already 2:15...great
i'm getting 3 hours of sleep! whoohoo!!!
maybe less depending on how late i stay up
OH YEAH!!! I TALKED TO HEATHER TODAY! but not for very long :( but i'll tty her more later!!! i missed her mucho while she was gone but now she's back in the world of teh living
and lets see..i have weird bruises on the back of my left hand...totally bizarre...oh yeah i worked on some stuff for the mock tourney on saturday...taht should be thrilling yay -_-
though, i'm actually looking forward to it
at first, i hated stanford
but it really showed me how much i love debate
like a lot
and i'm really really glad i came :)
i wanna go to iowa next year! that'll be awesome! :D