the good, the bad, and the ugly

so, its another list night i fear
but it's more of a reflective over the course of the entire year type of list...or multiple lists i think
so to start: firsts for the 08-09 school year (at least one from each class)
--ran under 9 min mile, first time ever!
--played badminton in p.e...very cool :)
--learned how to write a DBQ/FRQ and successfully got at least one 8 on both!
--learned firsts bits of useless calculus
--student of the year in business...counts as first business award ever :)
--the whole year in chem was fun...first time performing labs with chemicals? haha idk for that one
--espanol...hablo espanol...well..spoke next to no spanish this year XD
--piccolo all year in orchestra...or shoul di say weapon of mass destruction?
--first timei shared m picc with anyone
--first time i didn't get a single A on an essay all year (this might seem like a bad thing, but you'd be surprised xD)

Not so goods of this year:
--yeah p.e. this year didn't really get us into shape hahaha
--watched a movie about cavemen...enough said XP
--didn't learn much of ANYTHING in precalc...i hate to say bad stuff about teachers in public places...but this yr in precalc was pretty bad
--why do i care that carcin-(o) means cancer?
--lectures were pointless in che...super boring too
--spanish class was mostly spoken in english XP
--flute drama
--i don't feel like i learned ANYTHING in english this year

ok so moving on, this is goingto be a strictly academic post, about the academic year ONLY!!! (persoanl post will be...tomorrow??? XD)
overall, this year sucked...looking back on last year, i really appreciate my teachers, erickson, morrissey, even hale, and ESPECIALLY SIZER!!! dude i miss sizer so much! one of the best math teachers ever!!! i just feel like this year, i got somewhat slighted...euro was okay, but i hate history and the subject matter was boring...math was horrible, teacher, homework, subject matter, the class itself was just BAD
business was good...quite honestly i thin it was one of my fav. classes this year...from the cultural diversity project to the business plan, even though i was stressed out the entire time, i learned a lot about business and actually liked it....it helped that hale loved me XD
--health...the best part i think was the ethical debates...and only cuz i went up against judy..."it's not in the euro text book so it didn't exist: haha i love you judy <3
--chem was okay..like i like chem...that's why i'm taking ap chem next year...(gah! no talking about people in class!) butr regarding subject, the only thing i really remember is the cooking project, which didn't TEACH me anything XP
--spanish 3..loved ramirez as a teacher...so funny, nice, knowldegeable...but the class consisted of a LOT of busy work...like why do i care about death personified as a person? i liked it this year, and a definite improvement over last year, but stilli'm glad i'm not taking it next year!
--orchestra...my personal favorite class that lasted the entire year...picc is fun and i like playing it :), mine and kelley's solo rocked at the end of the year..but i could really do without the drama...and hopefully i get onto music council for next year :)
--english...oh boy...i can't really say much because i didn't really learn much...usually i have a negative attitude about english and history because they are so subjective...like there COULD be a rubric, great, but either way, when it comes down to it, the teacher is the one grading it...if she doesn't like you then you could be 'missing a counterargument' or something else extremely rediculous...but oh well...hopefully next year i'll get my amazing cluster teacher mrs. spancer....i don't think she realizese how much i want her next year XD

ya know...i purposely make my posts super long so that no one reads to the end, because the end is usually where i'm reallly tired and dont' feel like making sense, so i write the most heartfelt, random stuff ever XD
so i applaud youif you read to the end, but agasin, question you as to why?
like does anyone care so much as to read blog posts? or myabe it's not that they care (because i doubt anyuone cares about me that much) but because thyere bored? procrastinating? done with finals?
whatever the reason, i hope that the one special person who i seem to be talking about a lot now, will read my blog...doesn't have to be this one, or the next one, but eventually he'll care enough about me to read my blogs all the way to the end and put up withthem :)
ok now i think i'm starting to scare myself...i really should be asleep or studying for math...so i'll go now :)
thanks if you actually read all the way down here :)