randomness again xD

as im lying here, in bed, with my laptop, i realized a few things:
1) im starting more lists
2) the lists pry wont last very long
3) i failed to study for my english final tomorrow (which means im totally screwed and wont be able to drive inthe morning)
4) im sick and that sux
5) i hate drama with a passion...i always turn out being teh bad guy and i hate that
6) as much as i hated 10th grade, im kinda scared for teh summer because idk if the friendships i made toward teh end of the year will last
7) its late, im tired and sick, but at the same time, curious
8) i got a bunch of points taken off on portfolio, which makes me mad
9) there are a LOT of people going out for golf next year (not so sure how that makes me feel...i kinda like the smaller, intimate team...and im REALLY gonna miss megan!!! like REALLY REALLY gonna miss her!)
10) flute drama is more intense than any other drama because we are smarter than other instruments and therefore can use our intellect in arguments ;)
11) im excited that my bro wants to play baseball next year...means i can practice with him (batting coach oh yeah!) and condition (running/weights) will be at easier access...who knows maybe i'll become better at softball :)
12) i hate lists
13) but i keep making them anyway
14) i really should be asleep right now because i'm sick...asleep or studying
15) i really really like this guy...it's almost impossible for me to ever be with him...*sigh* i guess i can only keep trying...but it sucks knowing its pretty much in vain...but like i told mi amiga...he's almost perfect :)
16) if anyone reads this far...go check out the bluebird blog! oc-bluebirds.blogspot.com!
17) i really want to get to 20 things on this list or more XD
18) i'm excited to learn to fence over the summer...been a LIFELONG dream of mine ever since i saw parent traop with lindsy lohan LOLs
19) i wonder what car i should get over summer...cuz i am FOR SURE getting a car tHIS SUMMER!!! god knows i'll need it :)
20) (yay number 20!) so its 1049 and i can't stop thinking about summer and how much i'm slacking in school, this guy, rocstock, yearbooks!, orchestra etc.
21) im going to keep making this list until i decide to go to bed
22) i hope we can get this gardenwalk graduation thing pulled together...i think it'l be really fun :)
23) my laptop is really really hot and making me more warm XD
24) i love the jrs! seriously without them, my life would be a lot more boring XD
25) i can't think of a number 25
26) i've been staring at this screen for 5 min trying to think of a number 26
27) i love cluster now with spencer and the people in my cluster
28) my favorite class this year was orchestra
29) i'm glad that even though it took me awhile, i found people that i can really confide in and talk to about basically anything
30) and probably the number one thing on ALL of our minds...only 6 more days till summer!!!
31) somewhere in there i have to make brownies and cupcakes :D